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Free! Eternal Summer episode 9 screenshots [Part 1/Part 2]

This episode sort of hurt to watch, and this scene made me actually want to cry, and I don’t cry at fictional things very often, hardly ever.

I sympathize with Haru so much in this episode because where he is in his life is where I’m at in mine.  ”What dream?  What future?”  I can’t see myself very far down the road.  I thought I’d be dead by age 18, after graduation, because I had no idea what was going to happen to me.

Another thing, Haru doesn’t want to swim for anyone but himself and his friends, he doesn’t want to make a career out of it.  I get this same lecture about my singing and acting.  When Haru was swimming and the water was holding him back, he hated doing it because he felt like he was doing it for someone else, not because he enjoyed it anymore.  It turned into something he hated (even momentarily), and I’m afraid that’s what would happen if I were to make a career out of singing and acting.

I don’t think I’ve ever related to an anime character more than I do with Haru right now because I know exactly what he’s feeling.

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